Fours have passed and it seems like yesterday but at times it is like a lifetime. I have spent the day in quiet contemplation and reflection. I have received some lovely messages from your friends and this means so much. Your work colleagues had posted memories again as they do each year. One had even posted a photograph taken just a few weeks before you died. It would be one of the last ones taken of you. It meant so much to share these memories. I always find the 30th March much harder as that is the last time that we spoke and said we loved each other. The 31st is the day I came home without you..... You will always be in the hearts of everyone who loved you, you know that. As I've said before I felt proud and honoured that you loved me and chose me to be your wife. Miss and love you always. Ker xxxxxxx