It's been another difficult week. It was Lostwithiel Carnival last weekend and we had such happy times there. I kept expecting to see you, be it queuing at the hog roast, chatting to all your mates, standing at the bar. Mandy felt the same. I stood by the river to watch the carnival and thought of you. You always had two weeks off in July to go fishing and increase the competition with your Dad, so I went to the river again and walked the paths in the order we always did. You are the ripples in the water, the breeze blowing in the trees, the feeling of calm that Respryn brings is so special. I took some beautiful flowers grown in Lostwithiel which were perfect. Two weeks until our skydive. I hope that the thunder and lightning will be over by then!! You always loved the thunder and lightning and laughed at my fear! Thinking of you always. Love Ker. xxxxxxxx