Shane, another night where I can't sleep. Thinking about you all the time. It's 3am, would normally have been an hour until you were getting up for work. A year ago we were both so happy. Had just exchanged contracts on our new home. A fresh start and a whole future in front of us. Where has that gone? I will never understand. Life was so unfair to you. My heart aches. Time does not heal that ache for you. Your smiling face, your happiness, your wicked sense of humour. What I'd give to have you back with us. I love you. Your sweet, Kerran. Xxxxxxxxx