I know I say it every month, but I cannot believe it has been 10 months since we lost you, Shane. A year ago we were packing up my house to move in together in Lostwithiel, your home town, to start the rest of our lives together. Every moment we spent together was precious and even when apart we were thinking about each other and were so happy and excited. Every day is hard, but we have some even tougher days to come in the next few weeks.Everything I do, is taken from your guidance. The things you said and taught me. I am going to do some of the things you had always wanted to do, one rather scary, so watch this space! I love you and miss you so much. But I know that you know that. All my love. Kerran xxxxxx